i’m almost 24 hours awake now. walang onting sleep kahit 1 minute.  I’m sure if nie will know about this, magagalit yun.  May onting sermon ako nyan, lalo na pagka nagkasakit ako (wag naman sana).  Kanina nga lang e, nung nagkita kami saglit, i told him that i don’t have plans to sleep ’til the end of my shift, (mind you, shift ko, 10pm kahapon to 7am kanina tapos shift ko ulit ng 4pm-1am mya.) ayun, kumunot na ang noo, sumimangot at tpos pinipilit nya ko na matulog daw ako kahit onti. (he’s talking to me while looking at his feet.)  ako naman, i was just starring at him with a naughty smile on my face.  Bigla sha napatingin sa kin, siguro kasi nafeel nya na nakatingin ako sa kanya, tapos sabi ko sa kanya (habang nakangiti) “kinikilig ako..” Napangiti na din sha sabay sabi, “ano ba nie, dapat nanginginig ka na sa takot hindi kinikilig..” (pro sha din naman kinilig na din!)  

I know he’s really serious with what he said, i smiled not because i don’t want to listen to him but because during that time, i felt so lucky that he is there caring for me.  During that moment, i saw in his eyes how worried he is, how badly he wants me to sleep.  

 It’s a great feeling knowing that someone loves you and cares for you more than you do for yourself. 

Kaya eto ako, kahit walang tulog…kahit medyo bangag na, happy pa din.

 The thoughts of him makes me smile and i feel so happy deep inside.